I have took a decision... I just start to writtin in english... because i'm taking english four but, more important that this, is a lama is coming this month, i'm very happy, you can't imagine... so much... it's a drime... well, for this reason i'm goint to write espitirual topics, beacause i nedd to obtain some vocabulary... of course, you know, the lema only speaks english... in fact, we need a taductor for the event...

well, today i had a exhausted day... speaking about emotions of course, because i had a bienestar meeting, but in my opoinion, it didn't work... and i got down a little because we had a good asistan, but i didn't be able to organice the meeting, i chosed the wrong place, entering, outing people... bad, and added to this, i spoke a lot... whith an other partner who don't be in the group and i didn't feel supported for my near team, in fact, i felt the opposite. When the meeting had finished, i still felling bad, but i can speak wiht juancho, that was very delighted, i embraced his and he embraced me and i felt myself very supported for him, this is a fascinated man... well, i believe i'm having weird emotions, but i'm not going to do a juicie, of course not, only i want to know, to fell maybe, where is the origen... but not quicly... you see!? I just to pass at a good state to someone a litlle depressive, just for to be telling you.